My Beloved

My Dearest Daughter,
As I look upon your face, I see everything your soul tries to hide. I know the anguish of this disease that has taken you captive all these years, and I do not take lightly the weariness within each breath and every sigh. I want you to continually know that my love for you is greater than you can fathom...it burns hotter than any fire that has scorched the land. I see the confusion in your eyes when you don't understand or comprehend this kind of love... the kind of love that allows for extended suffering. Take hold of My Word that speaks in great detail about the purpose and the glory in suffering. Envision my death on the Cross, and the great meaning within this sacrifice. My Father knew that it would be more difficult than I could ever imagine, yet He saw the whole picture. This death would mark the greatest event in history, for by my blood, men would have access to eternal life. I see the whole picture for your life because I am infinite. With your finite mind, understanding of the infinite is impossible, and you can only see and feel the pains of your yesterday, your today.

Precious daughter, this present darkness does not dictate the state of your tomorrow. With every breath, you continue to pursue me, and this has not passed me by. This long trial is all working for your good and for my glory! I am healing you! I am building character so steadfast, a fortitude of spirit, soul and body, that will affect the nations! Your dreams to write and speak were first my dreams, and then they became yours, as I implanted them within your heart! This is your Gethsemane, and from this wilderness, you shall emerge as a gem who has been placed in the fire, not to be burned, but to be refined. And out of this process, will arise a woman who is so free, she won't know what to do with such a liberation! Please see the smile upon my face as I gaze into your eyes and call you "My Beloved, Never Forgotten One, and Cherised Among All Rubies!" Continue to fix your eyes upon me. Do not look to the left or to the right. You are exactly where you are supposed to be, yet will not always remain. Allow the highest degree of hope to seize all that you are, for I have wonders anew in store for you!!!